I know it’s painful waiting around, Waiting for your phone to ring like it used to,
Waiting for my optimistic approach to life (which rarely surfaces)
Waiting for the texts, the depth, my presence and my love.
I wish I had control over my fate,
Over where I am and what I do.
14 hours a day, 70 hours a week, most public holidays and even my weekends have ceased to belong to me.
I wish I had more time to give!
I wish “almost” everyone would not pullout because of this…
I hate to have to conform to society by doing “this”.
I hate the amount of risk, pressure and dissatisfaction derived from “this”.
I’m fine regardless, it’s my choice.
So… Just In case you forgot, or do not realise;
****I’m in pain too, because I’m not around.